Today I'm feeling sickly. I somehow caught something this past weekend and spent most of the long weekend in bed. Kind of a nice way to break in my new comforter and pillows (that I half received for Christmas and half bought myself for Christmas...) but still kinda sucky. I did however manage to lose 2 pounds, but I've gained it back since being at school. Today I saw a guy at school wearing truly heinous khaki/brown spotted fatigues. I also noticed that I haven't been able to focus and my thoughts are completely scattered and nonsensical. During my break today, I went to the park and sat at the marble benches... It was kinda wet so I sat on the very edge and was doing my devotions. I looked to my right and there was an inscription on the bench... I've sat there many times but I don't know if I've ever bothered to read it. It had a verse on it... and it reads this:

"love must be sincere. Hate what is evil, cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another... above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with those who are in need. Practice hospitality." Romans 12:9-13.

this along with Sherwin's message today at AACF... reminded me that I'm not perfect and I'm not complete... I think that I'm going through a time of spiritual complacency of sorts... and it's been pretty easy for me to be a little prideful about it. I need to remember that I still need to remain sharp, humble, and teachable. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, and faithful in prayer... never be lacking in zeal... yes... good reminder. Thanks God.